Pretending

Face to face and heart to heart, we're so close, yet so far apart

I close my eyes I look away, that's just because I'm not okay

But I hold on, I stay strong, wondering if we still belong

Will we ever say the words we're feeling, reach down underneath and tear down all the walls

Will we ever have a happy ending, or will we forever only be pretending

How long do I fantasize, make believe that it's still alive

Imagine that I am good enough, and we can choose the ones we love

Keeping secrets safe.

Every move we make, seems like no one's letting go

And it's such a shame, Cause if you feel the same

How am I supposed to know